I am a Female Dominant.

I have always been a Dominant female, but I wasn’t born into it. I discovered it.

I grew up in a very traditional way, where I was expected to be the “good demure girl”  I lived in a very rural conservative area, where men hunted deer and women baked cookies.

Where I was expected to play a supportive role in the life of  “my man”

My parents tried their best to socialize Me for this role.  For a time, I even tried to play the role to please them. I was unhappy, and after high school decided to go on to further my education.   My father tried to stop me from going to college, finally relenting because I think he thought I would find a husband there.   I finished college, still unfulfilled and entered the work force.

But it was unnatural. I was unhappy. I felt unbalanced.   I was told I had a problem with authority.  Teachers felt I was brilliant but augmentative.   Bosses felt I worked hard and learned quickly and was productive but that I had a problem with authority.  I even have a copy of a job review that says that.

The truth is I have a problem “Not” being the authority.

The moment I embraced My True Self–My Dominant Nature, I began to thrive in every way.  I work for Me. No one else.  I began by practicing Domination in my personal life.   This affirmation of Who I Was made the folly of working for anyone else apparent to me.  So I began my career as a professional online and telephone Dominatrix.  Having the ability to work for Myself actually freed Me.   I don’t have anyone to answer to ,and I have never been happier.

My job is fucking over those who need to be fucked over.

My job is inflicting pain on the masochist.

My job is to let the submissive and masochist live his life in utter happiness.  I understand its a need for you, just as it is a need for Me.

And as natural as it is for Me to be on top, to be in charge, to be manipulative and exploitative, so it is natural for you to be a subject of My dominance.

My experiences with Financial Domination grew from My journey as a professional Dominant.

Money *is* power.  The exchange of money *is* a very intimate power exchange.

It changes lives.    The money I squeeze from My slaves enables Me to live a lifestyle otherwise not available to Me.

The money you give to Me, you will never see again. You will have to sacrifice. You will have to live “smaller” so I can live “larger”.  The power exchange becomes a living breathing entity.

It satisfies.  It is real. It is natural.

Laurenrules